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And just as things start looking up…
There appears to be a hill on the other side.
Yeah, that’s right. It’s all going down hill. Night before last, i was in a state of elation. Just the thought of being able to hold you close, how ever so briefly, for a hug made me melt. Wow, I didn’t capitalize that I… hm.
You blew me off.
You’re crushing me just a little it more.
Time after time.
And I will let you.
I will pour my heart into you.
I will lie to myself, and say it’s for the best.
“You are worth every second I spend thinking about you”
What is it all for?
Just for me to be broken hearted.
(speak to me, find out what is really going on)
Now accepting donations. Trade your soul in today!
Halp. Spmeone ppease hplp me.
Xanga’s with music are teh suck. You people with music should
really have a play and stop button. I’ma go insane if you don’t
put one on your page. That is all.
Notice: This xanga ‘weblog’ is being shutdown. I have no
use for it. You have no use for it. You don’t really want
to know how my day went. And I really don’t care to tell
you. Good day.
Bored bored bored bored. Oh em gee, bored.
I didn’t go to band b/c I woke up late, but it’s all good. I got to talk to my Jesi!
w00t. Cam should come in today. Yeah, woo hoo. Wow, I feel so… emo-ish.
Not good. Gah, I’m spent. Work is going to be fun. Boring `ol life, etc…
Fits of depression. Craziness. Feelings of being
lost. General apathy for life. Madness. Like a
fox!!!!!!1ONEONE2 * sigh *
I watched Antitrust. Best. Computer.
Movie. Ever. I mean, yeah, Hackers was great, but it was so
unrealistic. Antitrust is actually realistic, well, accept for
the fact that THEY USED JAVA FOR THEIR CODING! I keep on hearing
all of this flaming about how Java == teh slow. Well, I guess it
wouldn’t really matter, since it’s only a gateway for the information.
Wow, I am sad. Nothing really matters to me unless it’s on a
harddrive. Except for Jesi. She’s more important than
computers and all of my computer knowledge ( which is all of my
knowledge, yeah, pretty much ). I miss her. Wish this could
be a good day. Heh, I made a funny.
Hmm, lets see…
20Gb Ipod: $269 //2
Baton : $69 //3
Sheath: : $30 //4
Belt sheath : $5 //6
Dig cam : $~200 //5
Collar : $20 //1
Shipping : $~40 //all shipping, as needed
Total : $633, if I remember the sum correctly
I love you my Jesi. And you are all mine. All your base are belong to me.
Ta ta, w/ loves.
I’ve just come to the conclusion of how wasted and pitiful my life
is. It has no purpose any more. I can’t find much to be
happy about anymore or anything to get excited about.
What’s the matter brother does the drought gotcha down?
Open up
the bombshelter, sweep it on out
Sing into the ocean in the afternoon
haze,
Up the iron pillars, rise in the waves.
Apathy, pure apathy. Baby.
Okay, well some special someone wanted me to update… so here it is, just for you.
I like the afro better. It was a more secluded community.
No one knew about it except for a select few. Everyone knows
xanga, everyone has a xanga, and everyones xanga is readily available
to everyone.
I can’t wait to see Jesi again. That’ll make my year.
Sometimes I wish I weren’t a gentleman. If I weren’t I wouldn’t
have to wait for Jesi, and I wouldn’t have to control myself. *
sigh * /me sends Jesi e-love
Got my first paycheck, w00t. Sarah is a bitch, she can die.
Buying some cool stuff, yay. To bad it can’t be a plane ticket to
IL.
Threads of sincerity falsely written aren’t sincere at all.
* hugs and MUAH * to my Jesi!