I’ve just come to the conclusion of how wasted and pitiful my life
is. It has no purpose any more. I can’t find much to be
happy about anymore or anything to get excited about.
What’s the matter brother does the drought gotcha down?
Open up
the bombshelter, sweep it on out
Sing into the ocean in the afternoon
haze,
Up the iron pillars, rise in the waves.
Apathy, pure apathy. Baby.
HEY! I didn’t know you had a xanga! now if we can get caleb and amy on we can have a squad blogring. anyway life period is wasted. it has never had any purpose. all you can do is latch on to something and hang on for the ride. get a puppy! they always can make anyone feel better, unless you are allergic to dogs. and very nice kol name there
The squad needs to get together again sometime soon. I’ll e-mail them about it and see if we can arrange anything.
Hey person thingy. What was the “awwww” for? lol….You’re a very strange person you know this right? hmm…Strange is good though…I like strange people…Everyone I hang out with is strange anyways….Oh well…Today is my brother’s birthday so i’m at my dad’s house…It’s Jordan…He’s turning the big 14….He’s excited….Woo Hoo! I guess….Well ttyl….^_~ bye
from, me, myself, and I,
LeeAnn
Thanks for encouraging me katy…
awww…..i guess….if u cant find anything to be happy about anymore….then im useless….
Jesi
Justin…..It’s okay….We’ve all gone through depressing times. Especially me. Well, your life isn’t useless first of all…everyone has a purpose okay? And sooner or later your life will get better….How do you think it will get worse? I’m here for you in case you wanna chat sometime…^_^ okay? Ttyl…
from always, Your friend,
LeeAnn
I agree with Katy. All lives are wasted. At least there can be short spurts of joy every once in a while. A funny joke. A good movie. A nice conversation. Us hanging out last night made me happy for a little while. I thought, OH WOW! Social interaction with Justin, who I haven’t talked to since April or May. Wow. So much has happened since then. A few happy times, but not all. I also agree a little bit with LeeAnn. Everybody is depressed at least once in life, and some more than others. I know how it is to be depressed, but feeling like shit helps nothing. You might as well try to enjoy yourself while you’re still young. I really need to take my own advice… heh. But still, you have but one life to live. Have fun and don’t fuck up too badly. Yet again… my own advice to myself… heh.
Elton
lalalalalalala !!!!!!!!!! me n michale came by ur house but u wuz at work — what a loser who works? *looks around casually while sitting at her chair at work* thas right no one — haha — answers the phone — some bitch calling about taxes– freakin idiot doesnt kno who she wants 2 talk 2 — ppl these days i swear! mkay well life takes alota turns for the good and great to the worse of all time but you kno it’ll get better it might take hella time but it will eventually everyone lives happily ever eventually — idk why you say its so pointless .. ur life n all … there are so many many different things you can do and you’re a really awesome and sweet guy! you’re smart and kno lots of cool neato facts * if zombies attack i will find out — and so will angela* you’re you and thas awesome and i love you alot and i iz always always here so dont hesitate to call or IM — rite now u might wanna call because cebridge blows balls at being a good internet company –> wants 2 shoot cable in the face!
<333333 always!
Lindsey