Wow, I’m a real douche bag.  An asshole as well.  I’ve been
avoiding Jesi, like an asshole.  I wish she could kick me in the
ribs and cave in one of my lungs.  I deserve it.  I don’t see
how I did it.  To just cut off someone I feel so deeply for. 
I was just pissed an moody and a douche bag.  Sometimes I wanna
shoot myself.  To bad it’d be a bloody mess.