Well, I lost my Engineering Design contest yesterday.  I’m
sad.  I have failed the S.Q.U.A.D.  I don’t know why I’m so
moody lately.  Mood swings have been haunting me all week. 
This is sucking so much ass.  I haven’t talked to Jesi all week
either.  It really sucks.  I miss her.  =(  /me
wishes he could hold her.  And all of the fucking hypocritical
people who go to her church.  Spreading lies to her parents in a
very un-Christian like manner.  Thats why I don’t go to
church.  All of the hypocrites.  I don’t know.  I just,
gah.  It really sucks having a long distance relationship. 
You can’t do all of the stuff that is associated with dating other than
talking.  I can’t hang out with Jesi.  I can’t go to the
movies with Jesi.  I can’t cuddle with Jesi.  Yeah, it
sucks.  Too bad she’s stuck with me for the rest of her life
though!  😀  * le sigh *  I love Jesi so much! 
Yay, now I’m kinda happy.